Am also looking for someone to love but how can I get one

To be sad and completely honest, I give up on love as soon as I was diagnosed with HIV. I absolutely believe that no one would love me with this disease especially for a straight black woman 😔 Even though there was hope when I met a guy named TJ who asked me out for a date(Thought I would never happen again). But still anxiety haunts me every single day to the point I just gave up on love. And I had to focus on God's love instead

I lay awake at night wondering this.

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