I gave my all to the man that gave me HIV. Now I'm afraid to even love or trust again so afraid that I'm gonna get sicker if I deal with the wrong woman or man. I don't know what to do I hope I'm not the only one feeling like this what should or could I do?
I guess I am the opposite it wasn't his fault the girl he was with before me gave it to him and when I told him he committed suicide and killed him self when I found out i had it i told everyone i am not scared of telling people if they don't like it or get scared of me oh well it just made me more wiser i guess cause I was just a young adult at 25 years old i am a lot more wiser now and I still tell people what I have
i was for many years because my lasr two lovers were both sluts so about a year ago i learned how to trust again, i trust all of my dogs now
I guess I'm always afraid to trust people....but try to realize that most people try to do good. They're's always one rotten apple but you can't forget about all the good ones can you?
To be honest, It will be a long time, But I'm working on it. I still deep down want to be married and have a family. So I know it's something that I got to get over. Take as much time as you need to get your mind right.
Wow sorry to hear of your lost