Well as for me I think about it at least 2 times a day not everyday but some what every other day... all I can think about is who got me infected and the more I think about the more I loose my self... but when I'm having a great day i don't even think about it.
I think about it like others have said every time I get my alert to take my medications. Sometimes when I am down and depressed I think about it, I wrote something when I was diagnosed called the killer, I will see if I can find it.
Doesn't necessarily mean the last person you were with gave it to you. Could have been 3, 4 or even 5 people ago. Like I said it doesn't matter who gave it to you, it could have been anyone.
I really don't think of it now days I take my medicine as if nothing mind you I take other medication for other health issues. @AlexlMonroe562 when I first was diagnose I was " Wow, what am I going to do I have two girls that need me and I'm pregnant. I was bedside myself, I was told I had to make a quick decision regarding my pregnancy. I decided to take a shower one night and I pray and cry I spoke to God and told him that the first though I have in the morning it will determine what I would do. Next morning my first thought was I wanted to give my unborn a chance. Then I decide to write a letter to My Virus letting it know that I am in control and not the virus." Till this day, 26 years later I still don't let it control me and believe it has try. So be strong, forgive the person (for your peace) and get up shake it off and enjoy life. Happy Thanksgiving!
It's been seven years for me. I've come to a point of knowing I'm fortunate to be healthy and I'm not fearful but have confidence that by sharing others will benefit. Being HIV+ is a part of me, it's inside me but does not consume.
O wow yeah I would love 2 read it an if u need 2 talk im here it's been a while since I thought about it i can't do much especially with my diabetes being all wack it helps me not think about it