no not good, but i get where the anger comes from, journal is good, reading books calms me, running outside or walking outside helps too, lifting weights, but not in a gym too intimidating, get the weights at big 5, go home sit in front of a mirror lift, keep looking at yourself, you are you, get in touch with yourself it has alot to do with your self esteem, hang in there keep me posted.

Sorry to here that you are going through and is in so much pain I will keep you in my prayers

There's no guarantee that will happen. It could get better or worse. Mine got better to a certain level. And has stayed there. Myself, I have HIV dementia proof home. I no longer use a stove, I use induction and a oven with a timer. I'm also careful about things like filling the tub. I bought I manual shift car to keep me engaged while driving. I'd start racking my Dr's brain to see what they can do to help you manage your systems. I've been waiting to totally loose my abilities for almost 10 years and it hasn't happened. It's slowed me down, but it's been manageable so far. I had the hand tremors before I started ART, those stopped once I got on Truvada. I have a twitch in my face, but it only happens with certain movements. Check this youtube video out https://youtu.be/xJnulq5yEsw?si=XzE7RDKu9TmQYvOd

It's one of the questions that only God can answer that question. Wish I could give you a more definitive answer. God will see you in through. What's better this life or a life with God. I know what I would choose. God bless you and have great Christmas!!

wow,,,,,,,,,,,,I thought it was just me,,,,,,,,,,,,,but yeah,,,,,,,,,,i have very similar symptoms as you..........tremors,,,,not always walking str8,,,LEG PAIN IS HORABLE,,,,,,and,,,,,,,i cant think right? WHAT TO DO?