Hey now....I didn't say I don't need support .... I'm just not opting in to that support system right now because I don't know if it's for me.....and I want to channel my energy into finding more channels else where within a year then figure meetings, sponsorship out.....after a year.....I'm just weak yet strong willed about this....I know I don't have to do what everyone else says is the right way to go.....I want a mentor and get to my career is all @A myHIVteam Member I've always not had any support systems outside my mom. I'm ok (very sure I'm not gonna do drugs), I just am a year to do me....sober and working

??? A year and you don't think you need support? Just asking because my prayers are now

One day at a time stand strong be committed and Noooo you are not alone God puts people in position to assist you but you must want it, just call and I'll be there to assist you as well other for a season for a long some for a short time but you are not alone.

Beans125, do you pray? Do you meditate? Know that I'm praying for you 🙏❤️

And I know what you mean it's complicated yet simple it's like I'm not myself, or I'm just gotta weird off feeling, and I'm just going with it but I'm also just gonna find work and stay on this path of sober and being me till I get the answer but just idk I like and don't like where I'm at but it's scary for sure I just can't explain where I'm at mentally, physically, my spiritual aspect idk just pray that I find myself if you want. It's fear.....I think, but just need to find work for now. I cannot trust no one else with this place only I can get there and I'm just shifting I think