Wow im sorry to here my heart gosr out to u ...but hes always saying that he owes it to me how do i take that what dose that even some days i just look at him and just ask why and other days i feel if it wasn't for. Him i wouldn't be going through this idk how i feel most days
So my question is can u live and be with someone that gave u hiv. With out resentment
I worked with him and was in constant turmoil. It was something that bugged the hell out of me. I stressed out and couldn’t sleep. My doctor told me, I contracted hiv less than a year ago. I knew exactly who gave it to me. I mediated and prayed on it. And decided it was best I talked to him. I told him my diagnosis and he gave me the same talk the doctors and counselors gave me. He even knew my medication. I forgive him for what he put me through and for giving me Hiv. I did feel lighter, especially since I don’t see him everyday.
To me it’s about finding peace with myself. I promised, I wouldn’t do what he did to someone else.
We did, and the past is gone now for 3 years, I feel like he watches my every move, and so I still have not met anybody else to even touch, I know you'll say poor baby or something like that, I also have fear in my mind to make the first move, kind of like something he won't forgive me for doing. Anyway, maybe someday I'll find a way without him stop me. So, Kudos to all who have found that special someone to fill in that special void and to fulfill their lives for a better tomorrow. In the meantime, I have my shih-tzu dog that will not let anybody get within 6 feet of me, which is what we all need in this day and time. Hugs @A myHIVteam Member
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