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I Accepted My Fate, But It's Not A Big Deal Anymore. Now What?

A myHIVteam Member asked a question 💭
Toronto, ON

1989 I gave up all hope & by early 90s trying to meet other POZ, it just made me give up more because they all passed too fast, I completely gave up. I did wife/kid thing with a POZ lesbian, but because HIV was not tolerated in USA (was a HIV travel ban, wasn't even allowed to visit family) I lived there illegally. FInally I had something in my life to distract me, but I was deported and not allwoed back, so the hope thing is so hard to get back and I know I am tired of waiting to die like I did… read more

April 10, 2017
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A myHIVteam Member

@A myHIVteam Member HAPPY BIRTHDAY young man, may you have all your dreams & wishes come true! Don't EVER give up on having someone in your life. We all deserve to have that special someone in our life and you're not an exception. It just takes more time then we want to. So just let it happen, It will. You are WORTH IT, DON'T EVER FORGET IT!

April 11, 2017
A myHIVteam Member

Hello just saying hello to you and hope your day is going well

April 27, 2017
A myHIVteam Member

Your going to make it after all!

April 14, 2017
A myHIVteam Member

Happy Belated Birthday and i just wanted to say hello

April 12, 2017
A myHIVteam Member

It's really hard to envision the world the way it was. I think I've come to learn that there's always going be a witch hunt somewhere in the world. Kinda like a primal contest or something, but I just try to ignore it. I set a goal, accomplish it and keep on track. Hang in there!

April 12, 2017

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