Personally for me rejection has always been the case 🤔
I didn't try to date for years and even when I got undetectable I waited and am just now dating in the last couple of years. I disclose at first contact and get all that out of the way before ever trying to date anymore. I am only seeing one person and he is positive too. I don't know where it will go but not looking to jump in bed. We have talked about this. We both believe in being friends first and then take our time going forward.
For me everything is butterflies and roses until I disclose that im positive thats when they cut me off lol.
Its depressing,
Its hard finding people to date
I would say understanding hiv cause I had a guy who accepted me for me he just wasn’t educated enough and that right there turns me off Cause I hate to keep repeating myself over and over and atp I’m like dude go read a book or go google something then come talk to me 😂
Hopes everything works out for you 😊